I THINK I'VE GOT THE BLUES

ATTENTION TO ALL THE YOUNG, BROKE, AND FABULOUS SHOPAHOLICS.

Of course you'd already have half of your spring wardrobe by this time of year, but I thought I'd share something that I'm going to spend my money on... :)

H&M is having many exciting campaigns coming up! The Denim Campaign ( STARTING THIS THURSDAY! ), the highly anticipated, GARDEN COLLECTION! and much much more.

Yeah. I know, I'm such a fucking nerd for posting this .. But .. E , I TOLD YOU I WOULD!

THIS SHEEEEEIT IS SO CHEAPPP!

If you're a student like me you should really check thisss....

*NOTE ; these are just the ones I like. Bahahahah *

IM BUYING THESE SHORTS THURSDAY.

Boyfriend fit ; $12.95 !!!!

* BUYING THIS ASWELL!

this gorgeous fringe, chiffon dress is only $12.95 as well ! COMES IN RED TOO!

T-SHIRT DRESS , $17.95 *also comes in gold stripes..

DENIM JACKET .. Should be $19.95!!

THOSE JEANS ARE KILLER.

Not sure when they'll be in / When I'll have money to buy them

The top is only $12.95 ! It's a really soft material as well !

BOYFRIEND JEANS ; $19.95

I would buy them if they were distressed! They're completely plain.

I might get them if they fit nice and CHEESE GRATER THEM! It works. Trust.

Hey cuuuuutie ! *the jeans. not youu.

& For those who know me well enough...

NOTHING IS COMPLETE WITHOUT A BELT!!

PS. CHECK OUT LOOKBOOK! They're doing a H&M contest for this collection!

Anywhoo, as you can all tell, I just got off work! I must feed myself and do some Drafting homework.

TILL LATER, DARLINGS .

- LIV

xx

CREEPERS, CRISPERS AND CREATIVITY

Sitting here after my amazing 13 hour sleep makes you really have a clear mind on things.

Kinda woke up to something very odd though.

I have almost finished a bag of Crispers since last night. Oh.God.

Funny because I have so much homework to do ... and NONE of it is done!

I have been calling ROGERS all morning. PEOPLE ARE FUCKING BUYING MY PHONE. IT'S MINE , BITCHES. MINE. Ahem. Excuse me. Let me rephrase that. I have a hardware upgrade tomorrow. I NEED to get it tomorrow. Apparently we need the "ACCOUNT HOLDER' in person there in order for me to get my phone. My mother is the account holder, and my father is paying for it. How is this going to work out? My phone is so broken and for those who know me well enough, know that, and the 11 things listed below. Just a couple things about me...

1. I'm a fucking bitch. I hate to admit it, but I am.

2. I NEED my Crackberry.

3. I LOVE to eat.

4. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.

5. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.

6. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.

7. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.

8. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.

9. I'm really lazy.

10. Blueberry PopTarts. AMAZING.

and OBVI.. 11. I LOVE MY GIRLS.

IF YOU DIDNT GET THAT MESSAGE ..

THEN

YOU

ARE

REALLY

FUCKING

STUPID

AND

UNCREATIVE.

Bitch, do not waste my time. Got it?

1:42

EVERYONE LOVES STEP THREE.

Just sayin'.

1:43

MSTRKRFT - EASY LOVE

1:54

WTF, commercials before VEVO vids on YouTube?!

1:57

Crispers... Mmmm

1:58

FUck. Work tonight, Come visit !

1:59

SHIRA NEEDS TO CALL ME RIGHT NOW. :) coz I miss her. like duh

2:00

...tba!

-LIV

xx

LONG LEGS

DRAWING CLASS

My asshole teacher is the biggest princess I know.

"DRAW THAT LIKE THIS", "DRAW THIS LIKE THAT".

Ugh. Some people are so stuck up and rude, it's kind of ridiculous!

I hate his style of drawing too.

OOPS. Did I just burst another bubble?

Instead of listening to him I'm going to rant about other things.

THE WEATHER

Quite amazing! Although, we are having a huge snow storm tomorrow.

Can't summer come any faster?

Cuuute picture! While on this topic..

A LIST OF THINGS I WOULD LOVE TO PURCHASE ATM.

1. ^ THOSE RAYBANS. Aviator, with green lenses and a gold frame.

2. ALDO SHOES. Buckle up, bitches!

3. AMERICAN APPAREL; High-Waisted Leggings. in black&navy.

4. A LARGE PLATE OF SUSHI. Possibly not one that looks like a windows.

Just thought it was cute. Hahhaa (NOTE; I'm a mac, not a pc.)

ANDDDD MY...

9700! TWO DAYSSSSSSSSS! I'm almost counting down the hours & minutes. Too excited!

(Waiting for my hardware upgrade) UGHHHH.

I hate the word "HALF-BREED".

It's always assumed as something ugly or whatever.

Obviously, not.

FML.

Back to work now.

Till later, darlings!

- LIV

xx

TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM

EPIC MOTHER FUCKING WEEKEND.

Friday;

Had school. Meh. Nothing new really. Was working on my Peacock project.

WENT CLUBBING. EMBASSY. Yes, once again. But this week... Went with a new crowd... MAH GIRLS ; E-MILLS, *yeah she gangstaaa. J, S, K & B! We got PLASTERED; thank you grey goose and $2 drinks before midnight. Everything was sick until... The club got shut the FUCK down at 1:30. Great, isn't it? Some motherfucker pulled the fire alarm.. SO we adventured to our friend K's apartment. On our way there, our trusty DD, J ... ummmm basically got 2 tickets. YAY FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS AND 6 POINTS. One of our friends B was dying to go pee. She was so drunk and in tears. At this point, I pass out from the HUGE headache Vodka gives me. We get home and I fall asleep on K's couch. Regardless, it was a sick night.

Saturday;

Woke up with my friend C on top of me along with K's dog. GREAT. In both ways. NO HANGOVERRRR! fucking amazing. We proceeded to make some amazing breakfast. MMM. Blueberry pancakes and greasy hashbrowns. My faveeeeeee. We parted our way for another couple of hours and decided to go CLUBBING again. Yes. Again. *note. we are all underage. STILL* Lot 332 was our destination! We pre-drank in the limo we decided to take that night. Sparkling wine was my beverage of choice. We first got pizza and finished drinking in a sketchy movie theatre bathroom. It was such a cold night! We finally make our way back to Lot 332 and start to get inside. We get coat check and wait for everyone else to get it. We then find out our friend B couldn't get in! BLAAAH. We hang out there until they try to get in again. And obviously it does not work. Thank god one of my friends I used to work with was a promoter for Frequency so I put us on the G-List early. Of course, the fucking sweetheart he is, got us free cover and a free round of drinks! WE ALL GET IN AT THIS POINT! thank the lord. We're dancing and dancing. Then this random boy comes up and gives us all free drink tickets. MORE AND MORE COME AFTER THIS! Amazing. I know. Of course, we learned a special special trick. I shall reveal it in a couple of easy steps. * NOTE; YOU MUST COMPLETE ALL OF THE STEPS IN ORDER FOR THIS TO WORK SUCCESSFULLY. *

1. Boy sees you

2. Boy approaches you

3. SHIRA goes up to him and asks .. " IF SHE DANCES WITH YOU, WILL YOU BUY HER A DRINK?"

4. If he replies with a Yes, then you may proceed to dance with him for about two songs.

If he walks away you may punch him as hard as you can in the back of the head. Just make sure you don't see and security around you.

5. Dance..

6. GET A DRINK.

This trick worked to our advantage VERY well..

I think the guys we met got my friends 5 drinks EACH GIRL. (5 girls) Plus a round of shots for everyone! When we stopped talking to them a lot we had to leave. AMAZING TIMING! We danced away the rest of the night in the limo and got home safe and TICKET-LESS. S & I had some Pizza Pops at 4 in the morning. Eventually we passed the fuck out. Didn't wake up till 4pm.

Bhahhaha. Champs, we know.

& as for the rest of my weekend?! I've been doing these fucking fashion figure drawings. I want to kill myself! *note: there are 30 of them.*

AS FOR PICTURES..

I was stupid and charged my camera... Brought it with me to my friend's house.. When we wanted to take pictures... I REALIZE I FORGOT MY MEMORY CARD IN MY LAPTOP.

C'mon , you guys know I'd be posting all the pics by now haha.

GREAAAAAAT. I know. But it's okay. One of my other friends had a camera.. WHICH BROKE but the memory card is still good! I'm just waiting on her to upload it!

It's kind of sad because I didn't get to see all of my friends before they left to go back to school. Literally everyone was home and I was fortunate to see one of the true loves of my life, V.

I really missed him and I was glad he came out to see me. :)

I've got to finish up my laundry and head to bed.

Menswear tomorrow morning!

HOPE EVERYONE ELSE HAD AN AMAZING WEEKEND!

I'll be back with much more tomorrow or the day after :)

love and peace

- LIV

xx

9PM TO 1AM.

PEACOCK.

I have been working on my next Materials project. We're supposed to make a prop for some kind of window. I decided to make a peacock! WORST IDEA EVER. Esp. because I got excited over this project and started at 9pm thinking I'd stop... I JUST STOPPED. I HAVE CUTS EVERYWHERE! ( the gloves were too big :() . Anyways. This Peacock is going to be epic! I LOVE THE DOLLAR STORE. I want to go back already. I'M SCREAMING FOR MORE WIRE ! MORE! I really shouldn't smoke on my Father's balcony. But I'm going to anyways. I know he's dead asleep. I could poke him with a stick and he'd still be snoring as loud.

SHIT .

I'm so worried for this English paragraph/essay thing that's due in a couple hours... 13 to be exact. That was the whole reason for me starting my Peacock. I hope my teacher won't murder me because I started.... IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT WAS BOUGHT. esp. because there is only one leg... half a head and two feathers. Hahaha.

I haven't been to the last two English classes. FUck my life. My teacher, T.Watada, is a scary little japanese man. I wish he wasn't so intimidating.

NIGHTMARES.

None so far. But I slept through an entire fire drill this morning. LOOOOL.

I woke up to .. BEEP * THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE DURING THIS FIRE DRILL * Or something along the lines of that.

DRUGS AND ALCH.

I want . I want . I want . I know it's a horrible thing, but I hate being sober. You have boring, un-vivid thoughts and ideas. I want to be more creative, and if it means having a little fun, then let it be!

WITHDRAWAL

Hey, do you think.. You could withdraw from something you've never done or seen before?! Something that is exposed, talked about, thought about everyday? ODD THOUGHT.

MY TOE.

Has almost completely healed!!!!

Except the fact that I'm going clubbing tomorrow and the day after.

I hope I don't get trashed and send silly Facebook messages, and get some toe taken away from me.. AGAIN. Gosh. It'd be three weeks in a row.

LOVE..

missing. literally.

4 ways. IF YOU KNOW ME THEN YOU CAN FIGURE IT OUT.

If you don't, it really isn't what you think.

SHIRA.

"WHY DIDN'T GOD LOVE THEM ENOUGH."

"LIKE FUCK! MY EYES!"

thank you for spending the day with me.

STATUS OF MY BRAIN ACTIVITY ..

Close to nothing.

till tomorrow , darlings !

- LIV

xx

TOO TIRED TO SLEEP.

It's kind of ridiculous.

I want to sleep because I'm tired, but I don't because I'm bored.

I don't feel like doing homework.

I don't feel like moving.

I don't feel like doing anything really.

Today has been a very unproductive day.

Thoughts & some visuals !

- FUCK YOU, asshole. Giving me nightmares and shit.

- Needing to go to the mall / clean my room tmr !

- I need new music! Must find a new band/artist to listen to.

- My nails look fucking horrible.

- I can't believe time has gone by so quickly... I feel like NYE was two days ago!

Odd fascination.

noooooooooice tee-shart .

CAN SUMMER COME ALREADY ?

Who doesn't love this ?

Wanted to doodle...

but was too lazy to get off my ass to get my sketchbook.

HAHA. Oh, how lazy I can be sometimes.

:). Bahahha. Cute, huh?

Pissed Off.

JUST BEING SILLY. Don't mind me.

Finally going to do something other than look at random things on the internet.

SEE YOU IN THE MORNING, DARLINGS !

- LIV

xx

FOAMCORE CUTS AND BEEF NOODLE SOUP.

mmmmmmmm . beef noodle soooup.

... had class this morning. BLEH. learned how to draw risers in some lame ass room with other shit. I really wanted to leave or fall asleep. SKIPPED ENG AGAIN. (It was an optional class.) Went to DSG and decided to be unproductive today. It was the first class I've had since Friday. rawwwwwr. Time passed by quickly and class finished.

WENT OUT WITH DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAM FOR SOME BEEF, NOODLES AND SOUP.

mmMmMm. SO delicious! Haha. Now I'm back home... doing NOTHING. as usual. I don't feel like working today. I want to sleep but it's too early. I want to go out but I'm so far from all my friends. THIS IS REALLY SHITTY. The Rogers network is fucking up. I'm so dependent on my bbm , it's kind of ridiculous! Everyone's phone is screwing up. It's almost frustrating... Kind of not really, because my phone already has so many problems. I just think it's my phone normally haha. I CANT WAIT FOR MY 9700!!! SEVEN DAYS! :)

Anywhoo. I'll be back with some more interesting things.

TILL LATER DARLINGS !

- LIV

xx

WAKING UP CRYING.

Crying is such an odd thing.

Usually, when I fall asleep when I'm thinking about something I don't want to think about, I wake up crying. It happened again this morning. What I prayed not to happen happened. I think it may be the end. This really sucks because I woke up to what my nightmare was basically about. ITS STILL GOING ON. I wish I could just leave this horrid place right now. Good thing I won't be back here for a couple more days. I need to escape this fucking nightmare because I can feel it eating me alive from the inside.

I HOPE EVERYONE'S FAMILY DAY WENT WELL,

because mine, sure as hell did not.

-LIV

xx

FAMILY DAY.

MOTHER IS AT WORK & BROTHER WENT OUT TO PLAY//

So I'm spending time with Shira...

Blazed last night..
WATCHED ALICE IN WONDERLAND! :)

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=B59E2BB45A7AD972

Going home to my home, THE MALL! Soon.

Just woke up and we're planning on seeing K.L. today!

Hopefully I won't buy anything. I NEED TO SAVE UP!

.. Not really for anything in general. Just saying.

SOME PICTURES RELATED TO NOTHING OTHER THAN THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.

Today's FML

Today, I opened the freezer for some PopTarts. A giant block of meat fell and broke my toe. FML.

my fave .

ANYWAYS, going to get ready!

Ps. my fave song right now..

MiiKE SNOW-CULT LOGIC .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TqVEVH4Q3sQ

:)

love & peace everyone!

till later, darlings.

- LIV

xx

BROWNCHICKENBROWNCOOOW.

YESTERDAY, A SERIES OF EVENTS TOOK PLACE.

Here's the jiist of it...

Started off the morning with school
- Finished my HELLO KITTY assignment for Materials!!!!!
- Skipped English........
- TOOK THE MOST AMAZING NAP OF MY LIFE <3>- S & I chilled at Timmie's for a looooong time and saw our old co-worker M.A.

- Obvi the comsumption of TEA-quila (Bahaha. Horrible jokes are my thing.) in the washroom before the club, CLASSY, I know!

- Finally got to the club...

- TEEN DRINKIN IS VERY BAD. BUT I GOT A FAKE ID Y'ALLLLLLLLL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwXeN2FsE7w (Bhahahahahha.)

- Passed out in the car around 3/4ish..

- Got to Timmies .. again.. & That's when the...

" HEY YOU, YEAH YOU OVER THERE!

WHAT DO YOU GET WHEN YOU MIX A BROWN CHICKEN AND A BROWN COW?!

.... BROWNCHICKENBROWNCOOOOOWWWWWWW! "

*for those who don't get it ... it's bowchickawowwowwwww*. but better :)

Thank you Sister for giving me that amazing joke.

- Then my brother pointed out that my TOE was bleeding. All. Over. There's a huge chunk missing. Just sayin'. Hmm. How did that even happen.... Hahah.

- Bandaids are a girl's best friend.

the love of my life.

BALLIN' OUT IN VITAAAAA, BITCHESSSSS.

My baby got these for me ! :) They're my favourite.

Thank god he did, I'm so dehydrated. Bahhahaha.

february 13, 2010.

HAPPYCHINESENEWYEARS! Bahahha, youknooooowwhatsgood.

- Loafted all morning when I woke up.

- Had lunch with the love of my life and came back home.

- Accomplished NOTHING.

It's currently 7:19.

Gramp's is here. We're going to hotpot tonight :)

Yes. I am asian. & Yes, hotpot is FUCKING DELICIOUS.

8:25

A FEELING OF WORRY TAKES OVER.

My stomach is feeling weird and it's not because of the hotpot.

I could hardly eat. My head is filling up with thoughts and my body is stirring up with emotions. I really hope my thoughts are not true.

8:28

I have to charge my phone for the third time today...

11 DAYS TILL MY 9700 .

8:30

RUNAWAY - YYY's

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QqArc12juQ

Run, run, run away.

Lost, lost, lost my mind.

I'd like you to stay,

I want you to be

My pride...

LOVEEEEE YYY's.

8:34

LADY GAGA - DANCE IN THE DARK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl9lEPBnrO4

Silicone, saline, poison inject me

Baby, I’m a free bitch
I’m a free bitch

Some girls won’t dance to the beat of the track
She won’t walk away
But she won’t look back
She looks good
But her boyfriend says she’s a mess
She’s a mess
She’s a mess
Now the girl is stressed
She’s a mess
She’s a mess
She’s a mess
She’s a mess
(Tellem’, girls)

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cuz when he’s lookin’
She falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark (Tellem’, girls)

Run run
Her kiss is a vampire grin
The moon lights her way while she’s howlin’ at him
She looks good
But her boyfriend says she’s a tramp
She’s a tramp
She’s a vamp
But she still does her dance
She’s a tramp
She’s a vamp
But she still kills the dance
(Tellem’, girls)

Anywhoo, I've got to get ready for another night of EPIC PROPORTIONS!
Love & peace :)
SMILE, MUFFFINS!

- LIV
xx

SOO GOING TO BE LATE FOR MATERIALS.

GOODMORNINGDARLINGS.

It's currently 7:48.
My mother has been trying to wake me up since 7. Obvi that hasn't worked out too well.
I need a shower and now she is taking one.
Materials starts at 8:55 and it takes me half an hour to get there (approx.).
I should be leaving my house at 8:25 but I will not leave until 8:45.
I am truly scared that if I go back to sleep I won't wake up.

7:51 (8) - JUST A FRIEND - BIZ MARKIE .

*I wake up every morning thinking, when will I see this person again?
WHO you may ask? You should already know if you know me well enough.

Today, is the day, I finish my HELLOKITTY styrofoam project.
We used huge motherfuckin' sheets of home-insulation bullshit to make an awesome project.
All I have to say is ..
THANK GOD FOR HOTWIRE!

We had to compose many layers of this stuff to make up a logo of our choice.
THIS SHIT WAS SO HARD TO WORK WITH....
I'm so excited to get this over with. I feel bad. I use so much of S' locker space. I'm so sorry! I will buy you some A.McQ. on E-Bay and provide some Butler Services.




I gotta make the face and ...VOILA!
This is many many hours of hard labour.
HARO KEETY, YOU MAY BE THE END OF ME.
Foam perfection or BUST.

8:07
-My mother finally got out of the shower.
8:09
-On the phone with S.
<3
-We decided to drink TEQUILA tonight ;)
-I miss clubbing with my best friend.
thoughts that may be running through your head right now...
-Yes, I am underage
-My fake is 25 years old.
-If I wasn't so fucking broke I'd be clubbing twice a week... WHAT?! It's my cardio.
REGARDLESS. It's just a social gathering... not like I get TRASHED twice a week...
...
...
...
Ok, At the end of the night I'm trashed as fuck, But who gives a shit?!
<3 :)

Going to eat a Bagel.
TILLLATERDARLINGS.

- LIV
xx

CONFESSIONS OF AN OXYMORON

TAYLOR MOMSEN.
multi-talented, fashionable, skinny blonde 16 year old girl.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sd0rg2y68A

Take me im alive, never was a girl with a wicked mind
but everything looks better, when the sun goes down...
I had everything, opportunities for eternity and i
could belong to the night...
I, see your eyes, i can see in your eyes, your eyes...

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough...you make me wanna die
And everything you love...right up in the light
Every time i look inside your eyes...
make me wanna die

Taste me drink my soul, show me all the things that i
shouldn't know, when there's a new moon on the rise...
I had everything, opportunities for eternity and i
could belong to the night...
I, see your eyes, i can see in your eyes, your eyes,
everything in your eyes, your eyes...

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough...you make me wanna die
And everything you love...right up in the light
Every time i look inside your eyes...(im running in the
light)
Make me wanna die

I would die for you, my love, my love...
I would lie for you, my love, my love...(make me wanna
die)
I would steal for you, my love, my love...(make me
wanna die)
I would die for you, my love, my love

But up in the light...
Every time i look inside your eyes...(im running in the
light)
Up inside your eyes...(im running in the light)
Look inside your eyes...
Make me wanna die








THANK YOU A.KUCH <3SLIGHT obsession with GOSSIPGIRL.


I want blonde hair. Why can't I have blonde hair!?
Well at least it's getting longer! THANK GOD.

[13 DAYS till I get my new phone!]
9700, you may be the one to complete me.



5:52
-lazy day at home. YES. I'm still in bed. more like watching a sunset instead of a sunrise.
5:53
-MISSES S&J.
5:54
-SHIT, it's almost 6. my bbg em should be home SOON!
-Didn't I tell myself I was going to get ready an hour ago?!
5:55
-I must figure out how to PROPERLY post links -its eating me alive !
5:57
-taylor momsen's voice on repeat = <3 love. love. love.
5:59
-I need a coffee and a cigarette.


TILL LATER, DARLINGS.
-LIV
xx