Sunday, March 14, 2010

SHIRA..


THAT IS ALL.
lav u

-LIV
xx

WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE MY MONEY BACK? CAN YOU HOLD MY BABY? WHAT DOES YOUR BAG LOOK LIKE.

Holy FUCK.
Work is fucking REDONKS sometimes. And I mean ridiculous. like TRULY ridiculous.
I fought with a fat old lady over ten dollars for twenty minutes.
I rejected a baby,
and I almost lost my beans on a couple of little kids who were looking something that they didnt know what it was or looked like.

...
REALLY?

10:35
I need to paint my nails.
Even my mother yelled at me for them.

10:39
I am contemplating a new job.
I don't know if I want to quit H&M.
I would like to work at a shoe store...
HMMM
think about all the prett..
STOP.
I have no WILLPOWER.
I must keep my distance from the mall.

10:43
I have an exam tomorrow..
FUCKKKKKKKKKK
MENSWEARRRRR
you shall be the end of me.
THREE THINGS TO REMEMBER WHEN DOING MENSWEAR.
"PLAYFUL"
"SALIVA WILL GET RID OF BLOOD"
"YOUR HAIR WILL BE LIKE LUBRICANT"
Anyone want to do my exam for me?
Anyone?

10:45
I want to go on a detox.
DETOX
detox
D E T O X
deToX
maybe
yes
i
think
so.

10:46
Weird horoscope today....
should go to bed as early as possible.


ILL HAVE MORE TO COME TMR . I PROMISE
nothing interesting has been up the last couple of weeks.
I SHALL RETURN WITH MOAR.
bahahhahaha
love you all
- LIV
xx

Thursday, March 11, 2010

WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND?

How could we answer that question honestly?
Facebook would love to know, but on the other hand.. wouldn't anyone?

11:11. make a wish, bitches.
I'm feeling truly unproductive at the moment.
Too many things are on my mind.
It's funny, what people think.
It's funny, what you think.
It's funny to me because, I could really care less.
(You know what I'm talking about *WHOMSHALLNEVERBENAMED*)
Yes. Mysterious. Hahhaa.

11:14
Quite amazing. But I prefer Bad Romance more. Just saying.

11:17
Fucking Peacock. I don't want to finish wiring you up.
You are so time and energy consuming.
You must be more ergonomically friendly.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

11:18
I think you've ruined my birthday completely.
It hasn't come yet. But I don't think you will snap out of it in time.

11:19
I'm so excited to work with S on our display project that's due in a couple weeks.
We have the greatest idea ever! I shall reveal soon...

11:21
My nails are a mess.

11:23
I must work on my stupid peacock.
I got my Hello Kitty back! I shall be posting pictures when I get time!

11:24
I need to get fucked up this weekend.
:)
But then again..
How is that different than any other weekend ?

LOTS OF LOVE ,
- LIV
xx

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

BRAIN ACTIVITY : ZERO.

I don't know what I'm thinking about.
It may be nothing.
It may be something.
I am just sitting here, infront of my computer, with no music on, Facebook open to my news feed (pretty sure my status is now Idle..), picking at my awesome green nail polish.
I'm not hungry, nor full.. Thirsty, yet satisfied.. Busy or unoccupied.
This is a pretty weird feeling.

Hopefully I'll find something to do.

Till later darlings!
- LIV
xx

Thursday, March 4, 2010

BRING ME TO PARIS, JOSH!

Thank you for letting me use your awesome picture J!

I'm sure you're all wondering where I found this awesome new header for my blog.
IT WAS TAKEN BY THE ONE AND ONLY JOSH APOSTOLOPOULOS!

For more awesome pictures, check out his Flickr page!

You will be drooling over these gorgeous shots like I did!


ENJOY LOVERS.
- LIV
xx

MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES, SHIRA HAILMAN.

I'm so sorry I haven't been blogging lately! Please do not scold me again. I PROMISE I'LL HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU TO LOOK AT ALL THE TIME! Luh yaaaaah girrrrlll, you knooow, JC.. all day everyday.

My apology is also extended to the rest of you... (the 5 people who actually read my blog when they have nothing better to do.) Ahahha. I've been wandering in my own little world.

Here is a short series of events that have happened in the past week or so..
-REEAAAADING WEEEEEEEK (finally.)
-Grandfather called an ambulance for himself when he was not feeling well.
-Ended up staying at the hospital with him for a bit.
-Realized something very, very important while I was there..
-Basically wished death upon someone who I know. He/She, whatever, thinks they can fuck with the ones I love. BAAAAHAHAHA. Fucking funniest thing ever.
On a happier note :)..


-Also celebrated E's birthday!
The classy and canadian way ... CHILLING OUR DRINKS IN THE SNOW!
Beer and Jägermeister , ALL NIGHT BABY!

-Brother and I took our mum to watch AVATAR in 3D ...It was like her THIRD time at a theatre EVER. She hates them! I don't know why! She loved it! and so did we! :)
-Felt kinda nauseous after... But still went to go eat! .. I DID NOT KNOW THAT CANADA HAD A CHILI'S!!! Well . In Woodbridge they have one! It was so good :)


-And obviously I did a LITTLE shopping............Of course........
It includes..

H&M Denim Jacket from the Blues Collection! Only $17ish with my discount!
FORGOT THE PICTURE. LOL it got lost in my ocean of clothing... aka my floor.
(I was going to purchase more, but it didn't fit nicely!)


H&M Tweed Zipper blazer with shoulder embellishments $30 ishhh


Forever 21 Floral printed dress with back 3-Bow detail $19
Ps. I SMILE AT EVERY THOUGHT OF SPRING COMING SO SOON.


Forever 21 black and white abstract printed tank top with button closure down the back $17


..Because I'm broke, I had to improvise...
I bought some Aviator sunglasses ($7) that have a more geometric shape than RayBans do.. :) Yes, I WILL marry you, Forever 21.
May I also present the March issues of NYLON AND VOGUE, my bibles.
(Not really. But I love them.)

Cute, TRI-BLEND lookingish, cropped Cotton Flower top from URBAN PLANET!
Who would have guessed! $16

I also got some black suede booties from THE BAY! Oh my lord, I dug for these bad boys! They're NINE WEST. Surprisingly. I know! AND they were on sale! $54+tax!


Finally.. I found the perfect pair of fringe boots!
It was love at first sight. Brown and suede, flat rubber soled love.
FROM THE GAP! (Only $40!)

..And for you Richmond Hillers... I GOT THEM AT HILLCREST. Who said that mall was shit!!



Oh, and may I add in the fact that I GOT MY PHONE.
Not sure if I said that previously, but yes. It is love.
Please ignore the fact that I have ugly hands and feet! I am sporting my new fave colour! TAUPEEEEE! O.P.I. you are a girl's best friend.
And Exhibit A! My awesome one colour Tiffany's lighter! Obviously it's not Tiffany's, literally. But it is Tiffany coloured! AND SO ARE MY TOES!!! too awesome. Nail polish $6 ...
(I'm starting to feel like this is a VISA commercial or something! LOL.)


Tacky pink lipstick, WHICH I LOVEE, thank you very much. $7
.. and some warm-toned lipgloss $7
Yeah. I know. It's only Revlon, but hey, it does the job fine :)
*MacbookPro not included* bahhaha. Ok, I'll stop.

Oh & I got my high-waisted leggings from AA! I forgot hahaha. It's cuz I'm wearing them RIGHT NOW. It's love in a pair of leggings. Just sayin.

12:34
TOO EXCITED TO WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND TMRRRRR OMFG.
MaryJane is accompanying Shira, Bel, my Hubby and I.
HELLO 3D MOVIES. Whomever invented it was a fucking pothead genius f'real. Just sayin'.
12:36
THE XX - CRYSTALISED .. is playing. Even tho it is not my fave song, I STILL LOVE!
I watched some interview with them once. They said the record really late in the night to give their music that kind of eerie feel. It's magical and ingenious. They're so tired that they push themselves to get that amazzzzing song. I LOVE , I LOVE , I LOVE .
12:40
I wore my leather jacket today. Reminded me of how much I missed it. IT WAS STILL TOO COLD TO WEAR IT, but I did anyways. My gorgeous best friend obviously reminded me while she was wrapped up in a fucking Canada Goose jacket. Warmest jacket ever made by man. Well. At least that's what Toronto thinks.
12:42
Here are some of the random things I have stumbled upon while surfing the net ...
:) ENJOY LOVAHS.


G-Shock's ain't got nothin' on this biiiiiitch.
Check it out ! NOOKA !







MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE! Hipsters , OFC!
HOW MUCH MORE AWESOME DOES THIS GET!!
The site posts what they're wearing!! Some of it includes H&M and American Apparel!
Check out the rest of the collection of illustrations!
You will not be disappointed! SOAK IN THE AWESOMENESS BITCHESS



Of course I don't have money to buy these. :'(
At least you'll all know what I'm dreaming about tonight...
BALENCIAGA! FALL 2010, you may be the death of me!
three words...
holy.fucking.gorgeous!

Found this website! Some of you may love!
(I know. CUUTE!) ahaha


EVERYTHING I CAN THINK ABOUT SUMMED UP INTO ONE PICTURE!
Anywhoo. I'll be on a search for some delicious Pizza!

TILL LATER , DARLINGS!
(Soon, cuz Shir will kill me)
- LIV
xx

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I THINK I'VE GOT THE BLUES

ATTENTION TO ALL THE YOUNG, BROKE, AND FABULOUS SHOPAHOLICS.

Of course you'd already have half of your spring wardrobe by this time of year, but I thought I'd share something that I'm going to spend my money on... :)

H&M is having many exciting campaigns coming up! The Denim Campaign ( STARTING THIS THURSDAY! ), the highly anticipated, GARDEN COLLECTION! and much much more.

Yeah. I know, I'm such a fucking nerd for posting this .. But .. E , I TOLD YOU I WOULD!

THIS SHEEEEEIT IS SO CHEAPPP!
If you're a student like me you should really check thisss....
*NOTE ; these are just the ones I like. Bahahahah *

IM BUYING THESE SHORTS THURSDAY.
Boyfriend fit ; $12.95 !!!!
* BUYING THIS ASWELL!
this gorgeous fringe, chiffon dress is only $12.95 as well ! COMES IN RED TOO!


T-SHIRT DRESS , $17.95 *also comes in gold stripes..
DENIM JACKET .. Should be $19.95!!

THOSE JEANS ARE KILLER.
Not sure when they'll be in / When I'll have money to buy them
The top is only $12.95 ! It's a really soft material as well !

BOYFRIEND JEANS ; $19.95
I would buy them if they were distressed! They're completely plain.
I might get them if they fit nice and CHEESE GRATER THEM! It works. Trust.

Hey cuuuuutie ! *the jeans. not youu.

& For those who know me well enough...
NOTHING IS COMPLETE WITHOUT A BELT!!

PS. CHECK OUT LOOKBOOK! They're doing a H&M contest for this collection!

Anywhoo, as you can all tell, I just got off work! I must feed myself and do some Drafting homework.
TILL LATER, DARLINGS .
- LIV
xx




CREEPERS, CRISPERS AND CREATIVITY

Sitting here after my amazing 13 hour sleep makes you really have a clear mind on things.
Kinda woke up to something very odd though.
I have almost finished a bag of Crispers since last night. Oh.God.
Funny because I have so much homework to do ... and NONE of it is done!
I have been calling ROGERS all morning. PEOPLE ARE FUCKING BUYING MY PHONE. IT'S MINE , BITCHES. MINE. Ahem. Excuse me. Let me rephrase that. I have a hardware upgrade tomorrow. I NEED to get it tomorrow. Apparently we need the "ACCOUNT HOLDER' in person there in order for me to get my phone. My mother is the account holder, and my father is paying for it. How is this going to work out? My phone is so broken and for those who know me well enough, know that, and the 11 things listed below. Just a couple things about me...
1. I'm a fucking bitch. I hate to admit it, but I am.
2. I NEED my Crackberry.
3. I LOVE to eat.
4. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.
5. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.
6. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.
7. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.
8. I HATE PEOLPE WHO COPY ME AND WHO ARE UNCREATIVE.
9. I'm really lazy.
10. Blueberry PopTarts. AMAZING.
and OBVI.. 11. I LOVE MY GIRLS.

IF YOU DIDNT GET THAT MESSAGE ..

THEN
YOU
ARE
REALLY
FUCKING
STUPID
AND
UNCREATIVE.

Bitch, do not waste my time. Got it?

1:42
EVERYONE LOVES STEP THREE.
Just sayin'.
1:43
1:54
WTF, commercials before VEVO vids on YouTube?!
1:57
Crispers... Mmmm
1:58
FUck. Work tonight, Come visit !
1:59
SHIRA NEEDS TO CALL ME RIGHT NOW. :) coz I miss her. like duh
2:00
...tba!

-LIV
xx

Monday, February 22, 2010

LONG LEGS


DRAWING CLASS
My asshole teacher is the biggest princess I know.
"DRAW THAT LIKE THIS", "DRAW THIS LIKE THAT".
Ugh. Some people are so stuck up and rude, it's kind of ridiculous!
I hate his style of drawing too.

OOPS. Did I just burst another bubble?

Instead of listening to him I'm going to rant about other things.

THE WEATHER
Quite amazing! Although, we are having a huge snow storm tomorrow.
Can't summer come any faster?

Cuuute picture! While on this topic..

A LIST OF THINGS I WOULD LOVE TO PURCHASE ATM.

2. ALDO SHOES. Buckle up, bitches!

3. AMERICAN APPAREL; High-Waisted Leggings. in black&navy.

4. A LARGE PLATE OF SUSHI. Possibly not one that looks like a windows.
Just thought it was cute. Hahhaa (NOTE; I'm a mac, not a pc.)


ANDDDD MY...
9700! TWO DAYSSSSSSSSS! I'm almost counting down the hours & minutes. Too excited!
(Waiting for my hardware upgrade) UGHHHH.

I hate the word "HALF-BREED".
It's always assumed as something ugly or whatever.

Obviously, not.

FML.
Back to work now.
Till later, darlings!
- LIV
xx




Sunday, February 21, 2010

TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM

EPIC MOTHER FUCKING WEEKEND.

Friday;
Had school. Meh. Nothing new really. Was working on my Peacock project.
WENT CLUBBING. EMBASSY. Yes, once again. But this week... Went with a new crowd... MAH GIRLS ; E-MILLS, *yeah she gangstaaa. J, S, K & B! We got PLASTERED; thank you grey goose and $2 drinks before midnight. Everything was sick until... The club got shut the FUCK down at 1:30. Great, isn't it? Some motherfucker pulled the fire alarm.. SO we adventured to our friend K's apartment. On our way there, our trusty DD, J ... ummmm basically got 2 tickets. YAY FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS AND 6 POINTS. One of our friends B was dying to go pee. She was so drunk and in tears. At this point, I pass out from the HUGE headache Vodka gives me. We get home and I fall asleep on K's couch. Regardless, it was a sick night.

Saturday;
Woke up with my friend C on top of me along with K's dog. GREAT. In both ways. NO HANGOVERRRR! fucking amazing. We proceeded to make some amazing breakfast. MMM. Blueberry pancakes and greasy hashbrowns. My faveeeeeee. We parted our way for another couple of hours and decided to go CLUBBING again. Yes. Again. *note. we are all underage. STILL* Lot 332 was our destination! We pre-drank in the limo we decided to take that night. Sparkling wine was my beverage of choice. We first got pizza and finished drinking in a sketchy movie theatre bathroom. It was such a cold night! We finally make our way back to Lot 332 and start to get inside. We get coat check and wait for everyone else to get it. We then find out our friend B couldn't get in! BLAAAH. We hang out there until they try to get in again. And obviously it does not work. Thank god one of my friends I used to work with was a promoter for Frequency so I put us on the G-List early. Of course, the fucking sweetheart he is, got us free cover and a free round of drinks! WE ALL GET IN AT THIS POINT! thank the lord. We're dancing and dancing. Then this random boy comes up and gives us all free drink tickets. MORE AND MORE COME AFTER THIS! Amazing. I know. Of course, we learned a special special trick. I shall reveal it in a couple of easy steps. * NOTE; YOU MUST COMPLETE ALL OF THE STEPS IN ORDER FOR THIS TO WORK SUCCESSFULLY. *
1. Boy sees you
2. Boy approaches you
3. SHIRA goes up to him and asks .. " IF SHE DANCES WITH YOU, WILL YOU BUY HER A DRINK?"
4. If he replies with a Yes, then you may proceed to dance with him for about two songs.
If he walks away you may punch him as hard as you can in the back of the head. Just make sure you don't see and security around you.
5. Dance..
6. GET A DRINK.
This trick worked to our advantage VERY well..
I think the guys we met got my friends 5 drinks EACH GIRL. (5 girls) Plus a round of shots for everyone! When we stopped talking to them a lot we had to leave. AMAZING TIMING! We danced away the rest of the night in the limo and got home safe and TICKET-LESS. S & I had some Pizza Pops at 4 in the morning. Eventually we passed the fuck out. Didn't wake up till 4pm.
Bhahhaha. Champs, we know.

& as for the rest of my weekend?! I've been doing these fucking fashion figure drawings. I want to kill myself! *note: there are 30 of them.*

AS FOR PICTURES..
I was stupid and charged my camera... Brought it with me to my friend's house.. When we wanted to take pictures... I REALIZE I FORGOT MY MEMORY CARD IN MY LAPTOP.
C'mon , you guys know I'd be posting all the pics by now haha.
GREAAAAAAT. I know. But it's okay. One of my other friends had a camera.. WHICH BROKE but the memory card is still good! I'm just waiting on her to upload it!

It's kind of sad because I didn't get to see all of my friends before they left to go back to school. Literally everyone was home and I was fortunate to see one of the true loves of my life, V.
I really missed him and I was glad he came out to see me. :)


I've got to finish up my laundry and head to bed.
Menswear tomorrow morning!
HOPE EVERYONE ELSE HAD AN AMAZING WEEKEND!
I'll be back with much more tomorrow or the day after :)

love and peace
- LIV
xx

Thursday, February 18, 2010

9PM TO 1AM.

PEACOCK.
I have been working on my next Materials project. We're supposed to make a prop for some kind of window. I decided to make a peacock! WORST IDEA EVER. Esp. because I got excited over this project and started at 9pm thinking I'd stop... I JUST STOPPED. I HAVE CUTS EVERYWHERE! ( the gloves were too big :() . Anyways. This Peacock is going to be epic! I LOVE THE DOLLAR STORE. I want to go back already. I'M SCREAMING FOR MORE WIRE ! MORE! I really shouldn't smoke on my Father's balcony. But I'm going to anyways. I know he's dead asleep. I could poke him with a stick and he'd still be snoring as loud.

SHIT .
I'm so worried for this English paragraph/essay thing that's due in a couple hours... 13 to be exact. That was the whole reason for me starting my Peacock. I hope my teacher won't murder me because I started.... IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT WAS BOUGHT. esp. because there is only one leg... half a head and two feathers. Hahaha.
I haven't been to the last two English classes. FUck my life. My teacher, T.Watada, is a scary little japanese man. I wish he wasn't so intimidating.

NIGHTMARES.
None so far. But I slept through an entire fire drill this morning. LOOOOL.
I woke up to .. BEEP * THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE DURING THIS FIRE DRILL * Or something along the lines of that.

DRUGS AND ALCH.
I want . I want . I want . I know it's a horrible thing, but I hate being sober. You have boring, un-vivid thoughts and ideas. I want to be more creative, and if it means having a little fun, then let it be!

WITHDRAWAL
Hey, do you think.. You could withdraw from something you've never done or seen before?! Something that is exposed, talked about, thought about everyday? ODD THOUGHT.

MY TOE.
Has almost completely healed!!!!
Except the fact that I'm going clubbing tomorrow and the day after.
I hope I don't get trashed and send silly Facebook messages, and get some toe taken away from me.. AGAIN. Gosh. It'd be three weeks in a row.

LOVE..
missing. literally.
4 ways. IF YOU KNOW ME THEN YOU CAN FIGURE IT OUT.
If you don't, it really isn't what you think.

SHIRA.
"WHY DIDN'T GOD LOVE THEM ENOUGH."
"LIKE FUCK! MY EYES!"
thank you for spending the day with me.

STATUS OF MY BRAIN ACTIVITY ..
Close to nothing.

till tomorrow , darlings !
- LIV
xx






Wednesday, February 17, 2010

TOO TIRED TO SLEEP.


It's kind of ridiculous.
I want to sleep because I'm tired, but I don't because I'm bored.
I don't feel like doing homework.
I don't feel like moving.
I don't feel like doing anything really.
Today has been a very unproductive day.


Thoughts & some visuals !


- FUCK YOU, asshole. Giving me nightmares and shit.
- Needing to go to the mall / clean my room tmr !
- I need new music! Must find a new band/artist to listen to.
- My nails look fucking horrible.
- I can't believe time has gone by so quickly... I feel like NYE was two days ago!


Odd fascination.


noooooooooice tee-shart .
CAN SUMMER COME ALREADY ?

Who doesn't love this ?

Wanted to doodle...
but was too lazy to get off my ass to get my sketchbook.
HAHA. Oh, how lazy I can be sometimes.

:). Bahahha. Cute, huh?


Pissed Off.


JUST BEING SILLY. Don't mind me.

Finally going to do something other than look at random things on the internet.
SEE YOU IN THE MORNING, DARLINGS !
- LIV
xx



FOAMCORE CUTS AND BEEF NOODLE SOUP.

mmmmmmmm . beef noodle soooup.

... had class this morning. BLEH. learned how to draw risers in some lame ass room with other shit. I really wanted to leave or fall asleep. SKIPPED ENG AGAIN. (It was an optional class.) Went to DSG and decided to be unproductive today. It was the first class I've had since Friday. rawwwwwr. Time passed by quickly and class finished.
WENT OUT WITH DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAM FOR SOME BEEF, NOODLES AND SOUP.
mmMmMm. SO delicious! Haha. Now I'm back home... doing NOTHING. as usual. I don't feel like working today. I want to sleep but it's too early. I want to go out but I'm so far from all my friends. THIS IS REALLY SHITTY. The Rogers network is fucking up. I'm so dependent on my bbm , it's kind of ridiculous! Everyone's phone is screwing up. It's almost frustrating... Kind of not really, because my phone already has so many problems. I just think it's my phone normally haha. I CANT WAIT FOR MY 9700!!! SEVEN DAYS! :)

Anywhoo. I'll be back with some more interesting things.

TILL LATER DARLINGS !
- LIV
xx


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

WAKING UP CRYING.

Crying is such an odd thing.

Usually, when I fall asleep when I'm thinking about something I don't want to think about, I wake up crying. It happened again this morning. What I prayed not to happen happened. I think it may be the end. This really sucks because I woke up to what my nightmare was basically about. ITS STILL GOING ON. I wish I could just leave this horrid place right now. Good thing I won't be back here for a couple more days. I need to escape this fucking nightmare because I can feel it eating me alive from the inside.

I HOPE EVERYONE'S FAMILY DAY WENT WELL,
because mine, sure as hell did not.

-LIV
xx

Monday, February 15, 2010

FAMILY DAY.


MOTHER IS AT WORK & BROTHER WENT OUT TO PLAY//

So I'm spending time with Shira...
Blazed last night..
WATCHED ALICE IN WONDERLAND! :)

Going home to my home, THE MALL! Soon.
Just woke up and we're planning on seeing K.L. today!
Hopefully I won't buy anything. I NEED TO SAVE UP!
.. Not really for anything in general. Just saying.

SOME PICTURES RELATED TO NOTHING OTHER THAN THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.


Today's FML

Today, I opened the freezer for some PopTarts. A giant block of meat fell and broke my toe. FML.

my fave .

ANYWAYS, going to get ready!
Ps. my fave song right now..
MiiKE SNOW-CULT LOGIC .
:)
love & peace everyone!
till later, darlings.
- LIV
xx